I needed my family to understand what I was going through

   I had smoked for 15 years. I started being a social smoker and soon worked up to a one pack a day smoker.  The more stress in my life, the more I smoked. 

    I suffered from chronic sinus infections.  In my heart I new it was the smoking,  but I was terrified to quit.  I decided to quit and I feel so much better. 

     The best part about not smoking is my husband telling me he loves the was I smell.    I love the way I smell too. 

      I have been smoke free for 6 weeks.  I still have the occasional craving.  I still have mood swings and flip out on my family.   If any one has any ideas how to help my family understand what I am going through, I would appreciate it.